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Shitty Christmas

No Christmas presents this year.

I know I don’t celebrate Christmas but Mummy used to always get me atleast one gift.

(If you haven’t already, please read ‘Update’ first to understand.

I was really hopefully that she would be home in time for Christmas. It’s days like this when I miss her more than ever.

I see improvements everyday and I am so thankful for that, but my house with out my mum is not home.

I’m going to spend the day with her today in hospital. It won’t be the same as a normal Christmas but it’s the closest I’ll get to one. Although family are at my house for Christmas, it feels wrong to celebrate without mummy.

Please keep improving mum. I am so proud of the progress you have made since you have been in hospital. I can’t wait until you can come home. Love you loads. x

I hope you all have a great Christmas and make sure you let those closes to you know how much they mean to you.

Merry Christmas xx

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Update

Hello! It’s been a while. I am back with an update on why I haven’t been posting on here the past two weeks. 

I know I stated in one of my last posts that I will be posting more often and I would do a lot of posts about K-Pop in the run up to the BigBang concert on the 14th, but I have had some devastating news. On the 5th of November, I received a phone call form my aunt telling me that my mum is in hospital. I ran to the hospital not knowing what to expect. When I arrived, I found out that my mum had a condition called AVM, she had bleeding in her brain which is classed as a stroke. 

She had to have an operation on the 6th of November to remove a blood clot and release the bleeding in her brain. Alhamdulillah everything went well and she is now recovering. Yesterday she left ICU (Intensive Care Unit) and has been placed on the neuro ward.

It has been a stressful two weeks for me with assignments and deadlines in the same week that my mother was taken to hospital. As I am in my final year of university I can’t miss any lessons and to be honest, I didn’t want to because I knew my mum would want me to carry on going to uni. She wants me to do well so that was what made me determined to attend my lectures & seminars. 

Anyway, now my mum is recovering, I won’t say that I will be posting on here more because every time I say that, something comes up! But I now have a little bit more free time and I can actually think clearer. 

Tomorrow, I am going to a Korean Language meet up in London, and I will try to record some footage and maybe do an interview with a few of my Korean & non-Korean friends about K-Pop & K-Dramas! I personally like Korean Films more, but none of my friends seem to have the same interests! I was also hoping on going to the London Korean Film Festival, but as my mum was in hospital,it wasn’t possible for me to go to any of the film showings. But there is always next year!

So, please, give me ideas on what you would like my to write or talk about and I will be sure to cover it!