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Shitty Christmas

No Christmas presents this year.

I know I don’t celebrate Christmas but Mummy used to always get me atleast one gift.

(If you haven’t already, please read ‘Update’ first to understand.

I was really hopefully that she would be home in time for Christmas. It’s days like this when I miss her more than ever.

I see improvements everyday and I am so thankful for that, but my house with out my mum is not home.

I’m going to spend the day with her today in hospital. It won’t be the same as a normal Christmas but it’s the closest I’ll get to one. Although family are at my house for Christmas, it feels wrong to celebrate without mummy.

Please keep improving mum. I am so proud of the progress you have made since you have been in hospital. I can’t wait until you can come home. Love you loads. x

I hope you all have a great Christmas and make sure you let those closes to you know how much they mean to you.

Merry Christmas xx

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Besties!

I had the best coversation today! With one of my friends I’ve known since 2001. We had the best time! It wasn’t even a conversation!

We were on Whats App & instead of just speaking, we were using smiley faces! It was the funniest thing!

I guess it was one of them ‘you had to be there’ moments.

The point is, I love my friends from secondary school! They are the only people I can act silly around & instead of thinking, ‘why are we friends with her?’ they join in with me!

Tanzy, Fiaza (the one I whatsapp with), Toni, Izzy & Ilky, I love you girls! We’ve had our ups & downs but you girls mean the world to me! I love you more than you know!!